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well hello. its the holidays, and guess what. aku disuruh ikut pesantren gitu deh. nginep selama 4 hari 3 malam. gaaaaaaah, it was super awkward. i met people. well, na duh seruni! its defs an experience i dont think i'll forget.

jadi hari jumat, aku disuruh ke mesjid. i thought it would be okay.. soalnya dikirain cuma buat dateng terus pulang lagi. ehhh, ternyata di suruh nginep. i was SUPER hesitant at first. for a few reasons; first, aku ga suka tempat yang banyak orang, second, i dont know anyone..well i did but i wasnt that close to that person, third, i have other stuff to do, and lastly, i just plain cbf. but i went. terus disitu ketemu anaknya temen papah, namanya teh nisa. cantiiiiik loh! shes really nice, especially to her sister. so we talked abit, and yeh.

terus pas bagian pelajarannya, oops kayanya aku salah kelas deh. soalnya kan nasirat itu 15 and under terus LI atau Lajnah Imaillah kan 15+. i got confused soalnya im 15 sama kelas 1 SMA, tapi dimasukin ke LI. tapiiii, as i found out later, ada juga anak yang 15 terus anak kelas 1 SMA tapi dimasukin ke nasirat. ?!?!?.

yeh anyways, kaka kelasnya, even though i shouldnt actually say this about them, keliatan jutek jutek. i felt so uncomfortable. i really felt like an outsider, but they're infact the only people that i can talk to about religion and stuff.. but its the truth! anyway, lets not talk about the older kids. oh my god, i absolutely LOOOOOOVE THE LITTLE KIDS! they are so fucking adorable, no words can explain how i want to adopt them. namanya ada sholiat, salma (omg the MOST adorable kid ever!), firana (the SECOND MOST ADORABLE KID EVER!) roudah, and nurul. they are soo nice :) i really want a little sister now. i miss them so much!

it was a pretty tough 4 days and 3 nights. bangun jam 3, mandi di tempat yang EEEEK DISGUSTING MUCH. nkjsgfzlixfgjfgd

but now im back home, finallllly. i have no idea what i wanna do during the hols. im trying to make a list, this is what i've got so far :

1. watch lots and lots and lots of dvds.
2. ngerangkum sebanyak banyaknya pelajaran buat semester dua
3. beli buku banyak!
4. get my phone done
5. go out, hang out with ayu, linda, relive the (good) memories dari smp.
6. just try and not to be bored.

oh you see i striked out getting my phone done xD i got it done today, and im quite happy that it looks like brand new ;) different colour now, its black. woooooooooooooo

tau ngga, aku jadi tiba tiba kangen sama anak anak melville, like ALLI, CHARLOTTE, RAHUUUL, KURTIS, NATHAN, DYLAAAAAAAN, JAI, DEISHA, BRIDGETTE, TIM, BRODIE, DAMON, ADEN, and also ALINA. hmm. i wanna go back! :(