oh another thing..

oh iya, i forgot to say.. jadi kan i have this friend at school, who i tell stuff to that none of my other friends at school now. he's really nice, so i thought he'd be the perfect person that i could tell stuff to. jujur ya, i did it because i wanted to make a relationship between us, like, i mean, i want him to be the person that i tell stuff to and i was the person that he would tell stuff to. but no. we're going down a one way street. ah i dont know, i wanna fit in so bad, like im trying to show the real me at school but its like i'm not given the opportunities to, you know? like if they knew about my life in australia or just my life before i went to 5 then they'd deffs flip. please!