wow this week actually started pretty good (: really fun, i finally got the chance to really open up to everyone. and i did, at least for a few days. i had sooooo much fun, like, i havent had that much fun in so long. so first of all, i'd like to say thank you, to everyone thats made me smile this week.
but then, *jeng jeng jeng* gue ditarik tarik anak cheers dong! wtf ya kalo emang ga ada peminat, cari peminnatnya baik baik dong jangan kaya gitu juga, orang lain tuh punya hak buat nolak woy.
ah rumit deh, mamah aja sampe ikut ikutan, terus bu gita dan temen temen kelas a
tapi makasih ya kalian semua, udah ngebantuin, making me feel special, meaningful to you guys.
dan maaf, kalo emang aku agak ngecewain, cant stand up for myself.
Jumat, 21 Januari 2011
well hello again!
its teh first time i've blogged since cpd a week ago, yay! ya alloooooh, cape banget. dingin pisan. got to know nature. got to know pmr. got to know other people. got to know myself. tapi gila, DINGIN PISAN! udah mah ujan terus, angin gede, baju semuanya basah, ga boleh pake jacket, sleeping bag kotor, tenda kemasukan ujan dan akhirnya runtuh, oh god. terus belum dimarahin sama v12, v11 dan pelatih pmi. ah shit. but, i have to admit, it was worth it :) dapet syal pmr wooooooooo! :D
i stepped up di ciwidey :) aku jadi ketua regu ohyeah. im, sorta, proud of myself. go me! kalo ada photo photo, nanti aku upload deeeeh
i stepped up di ciwidey :) aku jadi ketua regu ohyeah. im, sorta, proud of myself. go me! kalo ada photo photo, nanti aku upload deeeeh
Selasa, 11 Januari 2011
Senin, 10 Januari 2011
your presence fucking disgusts me
tau ngga, hari ini hari pertama balik ke sekolah. it was actually pretty good, kinda awkward, but goood. i've had better. pulang sekolah, aku ke sekre, ketemu temen temen PMR. after awhile, aku pulang. seperti biasa, aku turun di pertigaan deket rumah dan dari situ aku jalan. pas aku jalan, this average dark blue-green kijang caught my eye. ga tau kenapa, tapi aku tertarik. dan pas aku liat, ngerasa kaya aku udah pernah liat. dari mana ??
the motherfucker was driving the bloody car. THE motherfucker. the motherfucker that nearly ruined my life. kenapa aku bisa tau? soalnya the 'person' driving the car wore the usual white shirt that THE motherfucker usually wears. tight, indomart-white shirt. fucking helll, i felt my heart drop and come back up all in just a second. fucking hell, that motherfucking motherfucker, FUCK! aaaaaaah tolong :'( he is the only person in this whole world that has hurt me that bad. tau ngga, gue sering nangis, begadang malem malem gara gara dia? tau ngga, gue pernah jatuh sakit gara gara ulah dia? A COMPLETE MOTHERFUCKING SHIT-DICK! THATS WHO HE IS. what a way to ruin my day. you disgust me
the motherfucker was driving the bloody car. THE motherfucker. the motherfucker that nearly ruined my life. kenapa aku bisa tau? soalnya the 'person' driving the car wore the usual white shirt that THE motherfucker usually wears. tight, indomart-white shirt. fucking helll, i felt my heart drop and come back up all in just a second. fucking hell, that motherfucking motherfucker, FUCK! aaaaaaah tolong :'( he is the only person in this whole world that has hurt me that bad. tau ngga, gue sering nangis, begadang malem malem gara gara dia? tau ngga, gue pernah jatuh sakit gara gara ulah dia? A COMPLETE MOTHERFUCKING SHIT-DICK! THATS WHO HE IS. what a way to ruin my day. you disgust me
Minggu, 09 Januari 2011
"Whatever happened to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80's movies? I want John Cusack holding a boombox outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey. I want Jake from Sixteen Candles waiting outside the church for me. I want Judd Nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me. Just once I want my life to be like an 80's movie, preferably one with a really awesome musical number for no apparent reason. But no, no, John Hughes did not direct my life." - Easy A
Jumat, 07 Januari 2011
ya allah, CPD PMR bentar lagi. gilaaa, barang barangnya banyak bener! ke sekolahinnya gimana tuh? orang tua mana mau. great, berarti harus ngebawa barang barang banyaaaaaaak pake angkot. aduuh. jadi takut. but there is sort of good news :D anak anak kelas tiganya ga bakalan ikut mwahahahhahahahahaha bagus, that means less pressure! bismillah aja deh
oh man
goshhhh im so tired. tadi habis PRA-CPD di tanya tanya sama v12 tentang materi PMR blah blah blah. capeeeee banget D:
Kamis, 06 Januari 2011
why hello there, 2011
new yeaaaaaarrrr! why do i even sound excited? its only a date really. so, thats why i spent new years eve staying up watching a bond movie with rio. and no, i dont have a new years resolution.
liburan gue ngapain? paling ke rumah sakit, makan, nonton, ngeblog ini, looking at peoples tumblr pages, bought books, sama belajar. oh terus tadi lumayan, makan makan sama anak anak PMR :) kangeeeeen. itu juga sekalian sharing buat CPD, camping pelatihan dasar. tadinya sih ga takut, tapi sekarang jadi mulai deg deg-an. mental gue tuh kaya tempe! ga deng, kaya peuyeum malah. andaaaaiiiiii, fisik aku udah lumayan lah. materi, insya allah kalo ga lagi panik. tapi kalo mental, udah aja gue. mampusssss.
ya allah, please, semoga CPD berjalan dengan lancar untuk v'13, semoga ga terjadi kejadian kejadian yang tidak diinginkan sebelum dan saat CPDnya itu sendiri, semoga aku ga malu maluin dan panik dalam tekanan. please, this means alot to me. amin.
liburan gue ngapain? paling ke rumah sakit, makan, nonton, ngeblog ini, looking at peoples tumblr pages, bought books, sama belajar. oh terus tadi lumayan, makan makan sama anak anak PMR :) kangeeeeen. itu juga sekalian sharing buat CPD, camping pelatihan dasar. tadinya sih ga takut, tapi sekarang jadi mulai deg deg-an. mental gue tuh kaya tempe! ga deng, kaya peuyeum malah. andaaaaiiiiii, fisik aku udah lumayan lah. materi, insya allah kalo ga lagi panik. tapi kalo mental, udah aja gue. mampusssss.
ya allah, please, semoga CPD berjalan dengan lancar untuk v'13, semoga ga terjadi kejadian kejadian yang tidak diinginkan sebelum dan saat CPDnya itu sendiri, semoga aku ga malu maluin dan panik dalam tekanan. please, this means alot to me. amin.
Rabu, 29 Desember 2010
oh another thing..
oh iya, i forgot to say.. jadi kan i have this friend at school, who i tell stuff to that none of my other friends at school now. he's really nice, so i thought he'd be the perfect person that i could tell stuff to. jujur ya, i did it because i wanted to make a relationship between us, like, i mean, i want him to be the person that i tell stuff to and i was the person that he would tell stuff to. but no. we're going down a one way street. ah i dont know, i wanna fit in so bad, like im trying to show the real me at school but its like i'm not given the opportunities to, you know? like if they knew about my life in australia or just my life before i went to 5 then they'd deffs flip. please!
hm.
well hello. its the holidays, and guess what. aku disuruh ikut pesantren gitu deh. nginep selama 4 hari 3 malam. gaaaaaaah, it was super awkward. i met people. well, na duh seruni! its defs an experience i dont think i'll forget.
jadi hari jumat, aku disuruh ke mesjid. i thought it would be okay.. soalnya dikirain cuma buat dateng terus pulang lagi. ehhh, ternyata di suruh nginep. i was SUPER hesitant at first. for a few reasons; first, aku ga suka tempat yang banyak orang, second, i dont know anyone..well i did but i wasnt that close to that person, third, i have other stuff to do, and lastly, i just plain cbf. but i went. terus disitu ketemu anaknya temen papah, namanya teh nisa. cantiiiiik loh! shes really nice, especially to her sister. so we talked abit, and yeh.
terus pas bagian pelajarannya, oops kayanya aku salah kelas deh. soalnya kan nasirat itu 15 and under terus LI atau Lajnah Imaillah kan 15+. i got confused soalnya im 15 sama kelas 1 SMA, tapi dimasukin ke LI. tapiiii, as i found out later, ada juga anak yang 15 terus anak kelas 1 SMA tapi dimasukin ke nasirat. ?!?!?.
yeh anyways, kaka kelasnya, even though i shouldnt actually say this about them, keliatan jutek jutek. i felt so uncomfortable. i really felt like an outsider, but they're infact the only people that i can talk to about religion and stuff.. but its the truth! anyway, lets not talk about the older kids. oh my god, i absolutely LOOOOOOVE THE LITTLE KIDS! they are so fucking adorable, no words can explain how i want to adopt them. namanya ada sholiat, salma (omg the MOST adorable kid ever!), firana (the SECOND MOST ADORABLE KID EVER!) roudah, and nurul. they are soo nice :) i really want a little sister now. i miss them so much!
it was a pretty tough 4 days and 3 nights. bangun jam 3, mandi di tempat yang EEEEK DISGUSTING MUCH. nkjsgfzlixfgjfgd
but now im back home, finallllly. i have no idea what i wanna do during the hols. im trying to make a list, this is what i've got so far :
1. watch lots and lots and lots of dvds.
2. ngerangkum sebanyak banyaknya pelajaran buat semester dua
3. beli buku banyak!
4. get my phone done
5. go out, hang out with ayu, linda, relive the (good) memories dari smp.
6. just try and not to be bored.
oh you see i striked out getting my phone done xD i got it done today, and im quite happy that it looks like brand new ;) different colour now, its black. woooooooooooooo
tau ngga, aku jadi tiba tiba kangen sama anak anak melville, like ALLI, CHARLOTTE, RAHUUUL, KURTIS, NATHAN, DYLAAAAAAAN, JAI, DEISHA, BRIDGETTE, TIM, BRODIE, DAMON, ADEN, and also ALINA. hmm. i wanna go back! :(
jadi hari jumat, aku disuruh ke mesjid. i thought it would be okay.. soalnya dikirain cuma buat dateng terus pulang lagi. ehhh, ternyata di suruh nginep. i was SUPER hesitant at first. for a few reasons; first, aku ga suka tempat yang banyak orang, second, i dont know anyone..well i did but i wasnt that close to that person, third, i have other stuff to do, and lastly, i just plain cbf. but i went. terus disitu ketemu anaknya temen papah, namanya teh nisa. cantiiiiik loh! shes really nice, especially to her sister. so we talked abit, and yeh.
terus pas bagian pelajarannya, oops kayanya aku salah kelas deh. soalnya kan nasirat itu 15 and under terus LI atau Lajnah Imaillah kan 15+. i got confused soalnya im 15 sama kelas 1 SMA, tapi dimasukin ke LI. tapiiii, as i found out later, ada juga anak yang 15 terus anak kelas 1 SMA tapi dimasukin ke nasirat. ?!?!?.
yeh anyways, kaka kelasnya, even though i shouldnt actually say this about them, keliatan jutek jutek. i felt so uncomfortable. i really felt like an outsider, but they're infact the only people that i can talk to about religion and stuff.. but its the truth! anyway, lets not talk about the older kids. oh my god, i absolutely LOOOOOOVE THE LITTLE KIDS! they are so fucking adorable, no words can explain how i want to adopt them. namanya ada sholiat, salma (omg the MOST adorable kid ever!), firana (the SECOND MOST ADORABLE KID EVER!) roudah, and nurul. they are soo nice :) i really want a little sister now. i miss them so much!
it was a pretty tough 4 days and 3 nights. bangun jam 3, mandi di tempat yang EEEEK DISGUSTING MUCH. nkjsgfzlixfgjfgd
but now im back home, finallllly. i have no idea what i wanna do during the hols. im trying to make a list, this is what i've got so far :
1. watch lots and lots and lots of dvds.
2. ngerangkum sebanyak banyaknya pelajaran buat semester dua
3. beli buku banyak!
5. go out, hang out with ayu, linda, relive the (good) memories dari smp.
6. just try and not to be bored.
oh you see i striked out getting my phone done xD i got it done today, and im quite happy that it looks like brand new ;) different colour now, its black. woooooooooooooo
tau ngga, aku jadi tiba tiba kangen sama anak anak melville, like ALLI, CHARLOTTE, RAHUUUL, KURTIS, NATHAN, DYLAAAAAAAN, JAI, DEISHA, BRIDGETTE, TIM, BRODIE, DAMON, ADEN, and also ALINA. hmm. i wanna go back! :(
Kamis, 23 Desember 2010
kuaghsdfa
haloo. i havent been posting in awhile. hmm alot has happend. for example, i got my "mr.robert" on my foot out, i had a surgery on saturday, which absolutely KILLED! i had it stitched back and got the bandage thing removed the other day, so its going good.
oh iya, hari senin-rabu, adalah acara sparta. itu tuh acara anak anak osis sama pk, tapi pmr harus jaga. ya udah, karena aku ga dateng hari sabtunya gara gara the stupid mr.robert, aku dateng ke sekolah pake baju item item. eh, ternyata semuanya pake seragam. silly me. gue di ketawain deh sama temen temen. whatevs. i reckon the first day of the event was okay.. but i didnt really like the second. people kept asking me, "ser, jempol lo kenapa?" aku jawab, uhh.. sakit.....
terus ada temen yang bilang, yang kebetulan aku curhatin tentang kaki aku, "itu, dia kegigit kucing. makanya kucing tuh dikandang!" aku jawab, "ih, emang dikandang tau. kandangnya rumah kamu." and yada yada yada. at the end of the day, he texted me saying that i shouldnt keep my secrets away from my friends, they were gonna find out soon enough. i felt bad, for making him do that, but hey, i didnt even ask him to.
terus, mamah pulang. yayy! :D i hope shes now a better person than she was before, amin.
hm there was this other incident.. but ima tell you later.
terus dibagi rapot. i was pretty happy with mine :) ga ada yang di bawah kkm, ga ada yang merah, jadi alhamdulillah. but now i have to work and study harder, coz there are still a few subjects that i thought i should have done better in. chayooooooo
kthxbye
oh iya, hari senin-rabu, adalah acara sparta. itu tuh acara anak anak osis sama pk, tapi pmr harus jaga. ya udah, karena aku ga dateng hari sabtunya gara gara the stupid mr.robert, aku dateng ke sekolah pake baju item item. eh, ternyata semuanya pake seragam. silly me. gue di ketawain deh sama temen temen. whatevs. i reckon the first day of the event was okay.. but i didnt really like the second. people kept asking me, "ser, jempol lo kenapa?" aku jawab, uhh.. sakit.....
terus ada temen yang bilang, yang kebetulan aku curhatin tentang kaki aku, "itu, dia kegigit kucing. makanya kucing tuh dikandang!" aku jawab, "ih, emang dikandang tau. kandangnya rumah kamu." and yada yada yada. at the end of the day, he texted me saying that i shouldnt keep my secrets away from my friends, they were gonna find out soon enough. i felt bad, for making him do that, but hey, i didnt even ask him to.
terus, mamah pulang. yayy! :D i hope shes now a better person than she was before, amin.
hm there was this other incident.. but ima tell you later.
terus dibagi rapot. i was pretty happy with mine :) ga ada yang di bawah kkm, ga ada yang merah, jadi alhamdulillah. but now i have to work and study harder, coz there are still a few subjects that i thought i should have done better in. chayooooooo
kthxbye
Rabu, 15 Desember 2010
me and them
thank you, for everything.
this weekekekek
ALHAMDULILLAH! akhirnya UAS selese juga. phewww. hmm well im not really that relieved. like, aku kayanya banyak yang di bawah kkm.. like economics, tadi. semogaaaa aja nilainya ga begitu rendah kalo di rapot. amin ya robbal alamin.
minggu iniiii.. hmm. first off, mamah pergi ke singapore. enaak puiiissann. murah lagi katanya. cuma 700 ribu. ha serambut gue itu mah. anyway, di rumah sekarang jadi sepi dan kasian juga ke papah sih harus jadi a single parent for three very noisy kids. wayahna nyak! :)
ohmygoddddd, tau ngga? hari senin rame loh. first of all, alhamdulillah ngerjain soal uas nya banyak yang bisa. but thats not what made it rame. aku kan udah selese uas kan ke sekre dan ternyata di sekre tuh ada yang mattress buat gymnastics itu loh. trus aku tidur tiduran di situ. sambil canda candaan, kita semua maen maen di mattress itu... termasuk si X! ;DDD oooh lalaaa. he kept teasing me, but i liked it xD teheheh. teasingnya tuh bukan ngejek ngejek yang jero, tapi in a playful manner, you know? like tapping my head and so on. terus dia tuh ngejek aku, by covering his eyes everytime he sees me. yaa i was kinda playing along with it xD he must of thought that aku tuh pundung yaa, soalnya udah gitu aku pulang. bukan apa2 sih, cuma emang udah agak sore'an dan aku harus belajar. ya aku balik aja yaa.
terussss, pas ke jalan belitung, aku inget.. AKU KETINGGALAN HP DI SEKRE! with all the embarasment, i had to go back. eeeek. oh on the way back, guess who i saw! DIAAA #2! tehe dia tuh anak sadagori, v'12 kayanyaa, tinggi, cakep, putih, gagah, bergairah dan dan lain lain ;) suaranya agak aneh tapi. anyways, he walked behind me ehehehe. okay, pas aku nyampe ke sekre, aku diketawain -_____- udah gitu tuh hp aku disembunyiin lagi! sialaannn. terus si X dan anak pmr yang satunya lagi si A tuh seolah olah ngehint kalo hpnya ada di mereka. yang banyak ngomong sih si A jadi aku curiganya ke dia. udah beberapa menit, aku mulai kesel. dimanalahhh? i cant live without my phoneeee. dang. terus mereka pada bilang "tadi tuh ada yang ngambil, om kamu. yang botak itu..." YA OM GUE EMANG BOTAK, keselllllll -.- aneh banget bisa tau. lama ke lamaan, hp aku masih di ambil. aku udah nyuruhm si X sama si A untuk ngeluarin semua yang ada di sakunya. masih aja gaada. ya udah deh! aku pasrah! pasti yang ngambilnya juga ngembaliin besoknya kan? ya udah gitu aku coba coba lagi ajaa, siapa tau bakal ngasih at the last minute. udah gitu, aku pergi dikit. trus kata si A tuh ya udah deh kasiin aja kasihin aja. aku waktu itu udah meh banget, udah deh aku pergi. tapi, ada suara yang manggil manggil nama aku.. "SER! SER!" i looked back and saw someone smiling, he was waving a purple blackberry in his hands. DAMMIT YOU! aaargh aku di bully bully. sama si X lagi. haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. udah di kasiin teh masih aja ngebully bully aku. dasar >:(
then came one of the most interesting parts. kan si X tuh jatuh dari motor baru baru ini. kacanya rusak. being the nice friend that i am, aku udah gitu nanya, "X, kaca mana yang pecah?" trus dia bilang "gaa, gaada yang pecah. hatiku yang pecah." trus aku bilang "huh?" "hatiku pecah. hatiku pecah melihatmu bareng #3"
aaaaaargh! aku udah gitu diem aja. ngeliat si X dengan pipiku yang mulai memerah. then he replied my expression with a grin. we looked at each other for like 2-3s. awww my cheecks are blushing now xD udah gitu dia ngajak pulang bareng. maksudnya aku ikut dia. then on the way, dia bilang "ser, senyum dong." then i forced a smile. "ser, senyum! aku bisa tau kamu lagi sedih ato ngga. suaranya beda" holy freeking moly. is it just my shitass memory, ir was that the first time a guy has ever said something like that to me? (:
soooo thats about it. we kept teasing each other and stuff on the way but yeah. i lke things like that between me and X. just as friends ?
so today, kan tes suling mendadak tuh. does the teacher know the definition of JIJIK is ? we had to use 2 sulings for the whole angkatan yang belum tes suling.lucky me, i had to use the suling after rian, anak kader. udah gitu kan aku keluar terus ngeliat si X cemberut aja. ya aku bilang senyum X, senyum! he just looked at me with a blank expression. i wonder what went through his mind when i said that? hmm. probs, geez seruni mind your own fucking business.
okay soo now, aku lagi banyak waktu. waktu ini aku mau gunain buat ngecatch up sama ayu, sahabat pertamaku disini. dia tuh ga keukur kebaikannya, buat aku sih kebaikannya kaya sister aja. cuma sekarang, aku udah ga kontak lagi. sayaaang banget :(( aku kangen. jujur. selama ini dia udah baik banget sama aku, tapi aku apa? gatau aku juga. hopefully, things will get back to the way it was before.
minggu iniiii.. hmm. first off, mamah pergi ke singapore. enaak puiiissann. murah lagi katanya. cuma 700 ribu. ha serambut gue itu mah. anyway, di rumah sekarang jadi sepi dan kasian juga ke papah sih harus jadi a single parent for three very noisy kids. wayahna nyak! :)
ohmygoddddd, tau ngga? hari senin rame loh. first of all, alhamdulillah ngerjain soal uas nya banyak yang bisa. but thats not what made it rame. aku kan udah selese uas kan ke sekre dan ternyata di sekre tuh ada yang mattress buat gymnastics itu loh. trus aku tidur tiduran di situ. sambil canda candaan, kita semua maen maen di mattress itu... termasuk si X! ;DDD oooh lalaaa. he kept teasing me, but i liked it xD teheheh. teasingnya tuh bukan ngejek ngejek yang jero, tapi in a playful manner, you know? like tapping my head and so on. terus dia tuh ngejek aku, by covering his eyes everytime he sees me. yaa i was kinda playing along with it xD he must of thought that aku tuh pundung yaa, soalnya udah gitu aku pulang. bukan apa2 sih, cuma emang udah agak sore'an dan aku harus belajar. ya aku balik aja yaa.
terussss, pas ke jalan belitung, aku inget.. AKU KETINGGALAN HP DI SEKRE! with all the embarasment, i had to go back. eeeek. oh on the way back, guess who i saw! DIAAA #2! tehe dia tuh anak sadagori, v'12 kayanyaa, tinggi, cakep, putih, gagah, bergairah dan dan lain lain ;) suaranya agak aneh tapi. anyways, he walked behind me ehehehe. okay, pas aku nyampe ke sekre, aku diketawain -_____- udah gitu tuh hp aku disembunyiin lagi! sialaannn. terus si X dan anak pmr yang satunya lagi si A tuh seolah olah ngehint kalo hpnya ada di mereka. yang banyak ngomong sih si A jadi aku curiganya ke dia. udah beberapa menit, aku mulai kesel. dimanalahhh? i cant live without my phoneeee. dang. terus mereka pada bilang "tadi tuh ada yang ngambil, om kamu. yang botak itu..." YA OM GUE EMANG BOTAK, keselllllll -.- aneh banget bisa tau. lama ke lamaan, hp aku masih di ambil. aku udah nyuruhm si X sama si A untuk ngeluarin semua yang ada di sakunya. masih aja gaada. ya udah deh! aku pasrah! pasti yang ngambilnya juga ngembaliin besoknya kan? ya udah gitu aku coba coba lagi ajaa, siapa tau bakal ngasih at the last minute. udah gitu, aku pergi dikit. trus kata si A tuh ya udah deh kasiin aja kasihin aja. aku waktu itu udah meh banget, udah deh aku pergi. tapi, ada suara yang manggil manggil nama aku.. "SER! SER!" i looked back and saw someone smiling, he was waving a purple blackberry in his hands. DAMMIT YOU! aaargh aku di bully bully. sama si X lagi. haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. udah di kasiin teh masih aja ngebully bully aku. dasar >:(
then came one of the most interesting parts. kan si X tuh jatuh dari motor baru baru ini. kacanya rusak. being the nice friend that i am, aku udah gitu nanya, "X, kaca mana yang pecah?" trus dia bilang "gaa, gaada yang pecah. hatiku yang pecah." trus aku bilang "huh?" "hatiku pecah. hatiku pecah melihatmu bareng #3"
aaaaaargh! aku udah gitu diem aja. ngeliat si X dengan pipiku yang mulai memerah. then he replied my expression with a grin. we looked at each other for like 2-3s. awww my cheecks are blushing now xD udah gitu dia ngajak pulang bareng. maksudnya aku ikut dia. then on the way, dia bilang "ser, senyum dong." then i forced a smile. "ser, senyum! aku bisa tau kamu lagi sedih ato ngga. suaranya beda" holy freeking moly. is it just my shitass memory, ir was that the first time a guy has ever said something like that to me? (:
soooo thats about it. we kept teasing each other and stuff on the way but yeah. i lke things like that between me and X. just as friends ?
so today, kan tes suling mendadak tuh. does the teacher know the definition of JIJIK is ? we had to use 2 sulings for the whole angkatan yang belum tes suling.lucky me, i had to use the suling after rian, anak kader. udah gitu kan aku keluar terus ngeliat si X cemberut aja. ya aku bilang senyum X, senyum! he just looked at me with a blank expression. i wonder what went through his mind when i said that? hmm. probs, geez seruni mind your own fucking business.
okay soo now, aku lagi banyak waktu. waktu ini aku mau gunain buat ngecatch up sama ayu, sahabat pertamaku disini. dia tuh ga keukur kebaikannya, buat aku sih kebaikannya kaya sister aja. cuma sekarang, aku udah ga kontak lagi. sayaaang banget :(( aku kangen. jujur. selama ini dia udah baik banget sama aku, tapi aku apa? gatau aku juga. hopefully, things will get back to the way it was before.
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